I am the QUEEN of putting things off. I mean everything. I put everything off until the last minute or it just doesn't get done.
If it is an errand to run for someone or it has something to do with plans or things I need to do for someone else it will always get done in a timely manner. If it happens to be something that only involves me, it never gets done.
Example 1: Me and Kory's house. I understand that it is both of our houses, but I really can't expect him to care about how the house looks. He doesn't even care how he looks half the time. (love ya babe but it's true). I am a girl! I am supposed to enjoy crap like this!It's not like I'm one of those girls who doesn't care about clothes or makeup. I feel like I am pretty girly in those aspects. But in decorating and buying things for the house..nope. I am going to literally bring myself and a my debit card to Hobby Lobby with Natasha and Nicole and just let them pick everything out and then come to my house and put it all together. I keep putting it off.
Example 2: Running. Natasha, Nicole, and I are doing a half marathon coming up to raise money for Africa, (donate when the time comes, thanks!) :) and I haven't started running at all. I have been going to the gym and doing weights but running I have maybe done once this whole month. I keep writing in my planner these certain days that I am going to start just to be prepared, even though I really don't need to hardcore train for a while, and the days comes and pass. I scratch them out and say "I'll do it tomorrow". Tomorrow never comes.
Example 3: I get these little ideas of things to make or buy or just do for people all the time. Random people. Family, spouse, friends, co-workers, etc. I will get a little idea to surprise someone with or something to get someone for their bday or even just to show I care and then I never do it! It's lame. I need a way of making myself do these things.
I started praying a lot lately about motivation to do all these things I want to do. Because I really WANT to do them. I guess I just never want to do them enough to go through the pain, money, and time to get them. Sad story, huh? ha.
Also. My brain keeps wandering around to the idea of going back to school. This is something that me and Kory and me and my friends bring up from time to time. I feel like a bachelors is about to be old news, especially a bachelors like mine that was never any news. I know a masters or something more specific to a job would be a good idea and I need to decide now or never if I want to do it. I like the idea of it but the time and money are what keeps me back. Once again some from of procrastination. There is actually a couple master degrees I could get that would really help me move around to higher up jobs on Tinker so maybe I should. UGH!
Through all this indecisive thinking I have had lately I have decided that there are a couple things I want to do before I am old. And I want to do these things BAD!
1. Be on Wipeout. It'd be hilarious. I think I would be a fan-fave.
2. Be in a Flash Mob. Please someone organize this!!! It's a must.
3. Go to Harry Potter World. Shut it haters, you know it'd be fun.
4. Punch someone in the face. This is random. But I really want to one time. To really give it my all and see how successful it is. Preferably someone who deserves it. I can think of a few people.
catch ya on the flip side...
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